Goodbye December .

December has come and gone again. Well, it is sad to say goodbye to a good year that bringing friendships, fun or challenging in life, lots of laughter, and love! But, look, there is a bright star, a new light in the sky, and many days of fun with friends ahead! 

Most of us probably going to make a conclusion before the year end. I know, I know. This is kinda boring but for me it's a must, because i need something to remind me all the time. Once again thanks to everyone who participated in my life. Your lovely photos always helped keep away the holiday blues. Uhm, remember not to look back, because good or bad, happy or sad it is always wonderful to rejoice in the Lord. Just let it be. I'm going to fight the best things for the new year. Yeah, there's might be a tough one for me, but i think at least i need a try.

Someone like you .

I want to remember how you've made me laugh, and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are. And how you touched my heart in a way that no one else could. Yeah, and i know u're the one who i've been searching for . A friend like you will never turn me away. You'll be there for me everyday. Hold me when I'm feeling sad. Rejoice me when I'm feeling glad. You see right my pretenses. You look right through my mask. You just know when I need a hug. I never ask. You show up when I'm lonely. Stay when I'm depressed. All of my rude comments, you just shrug away in jest. Always knows what to say and how to out it gently to make the pain go away. But just lately I have realized, the best is yet to come, someone like you. Thank you for the all great memories, for most of all, thankyou, for being you. (You know who you are) :P

Here we are.

Yay!!Finally we able to hang out together.

The simple celebration but with tons of love.

That was my belated birthday celebration.

Yeah, I know it had been passed for years.

But still i'm touched with it. 

 Thankyou Dear for everything.

Oh! today is totally joy and love.

*(More photos will be uploaded)*

我喜欢6号

我喜欢 你知道我哪里怕痒 答应不搔痒可是我们还是一样会搞怪

我喜欢 我们一起吃饭时 最大的乐趣是到处看正妹 

我喜欢 我们常常偷听别人的对话 然后一起批评人家没有脑!

我喜欢 我们时而滔滔不绝 时而默不作声

我喜欢 每当我准备要吓你时 你会预备好要被吓一跳

我喜欢 当我失意悲伤时 你不会老是要让我立刻高兴起来

反而让我痛快地哭一场 因为有时候把当时的情感发泄出来会比较好

我喜欢 当我胃痛时 你会觉得很难过

马上拿烧水给我喝 还不停地骂我

我喜欢 当我胡闹脾气时 你不会生我的气 反而拼命跟我说对不起
我喜欢 我们经得起距离的考验 虽然有很多不开心 但我们都选择忘记 

我喜欢 把我的心情写在这里 虽然不懂你到底有没有时常来看

我就是喜欢...

只想快乐

 我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多

我并不是悲观叛逆

却总是遇到挫折
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

因为每个人都会是一个人

别人都以为我是个快乐人

但我只不过是努力地伪装自己

强颜欢笑都是假的

只有眼泪才是真的

我讨厌在朋友面前宣泄自己的情感

是，我爱逞强

就是不喜欢他们用那虚伪的眼光来安慰我

一个人不快乐 

总好过两个人一起悲伤

别问我为什么

我就是这样

现在的我 只想快乐

真的 快乐就好

Right now

Oh god,the contract is going to terminated soon,

the happiest moment for me.

I'm so excited to travel with besties after this.

(salary gonna to burn up =.=\\\)
Too many wistlisted stuff need to buy :P

Feel that i'm repeating doing the same thing in the whole day.

But

We're what we repeatedly do right? 

I think this is not an act but a habit.

But i'd learnt many things over there.

Especially communication skills and stress tolerance.

EQ upgraded too.

Hahahaha, 
Guess that i've stronger immune system towards my mom now.

Anti-nagging and scolding.

And i'm glad that i met lots of nice colleagues.

After raped by the calls, 

At least there's someone to share and talk to.

The most surprisingly is i've got many malay friends.

No more racist in my dictionary!

Tehee :D

Today's quotes: Live right now, just be yourself.

It's doesn't matter if there's good enough for someone else.

Busy. Done. Tired.

 I'm just so busy for these days.

Is working in a Singapore airline call centre.

My mood totally ruined by the tiredness.

The only thing i wish to do after my work is 

Sleep.

This kinda life seems boring dead.

Especially scolded by those bitchy singaporean.

They're just so stubborn and kiasu.

Call for one hour to make some amendment

but end up with talking bullshit.

Uneducated!

They always like to question people like

"Hey,are you dreaming?"

"Do you know what you're doing now"

"Are you kidding with me"

LMAO.

Tons of feeling and words 

floating through my head right now.

But for now,

 what i need to do is..

relax and relax, let's recharge the battery 

and continue the awesome trip later.

Countdown for the freedom : 7days! Yay :)

Sweetness in the air

I know that's just a simple dinner.
but you really make my day.
Thanks baby.
I would like to tell,
What I want is just as simple as this.
 Not that complicated as what you think,
I just want to happy like this forever long.
Please continue making my day,
I really appreciate what you did on me.
Hee :)

Truly Madly Deeply

I don't think it's possible to ever show too much genuine love.

Smothering someone isn't love, clinging isn't love.

But real love is healing and supportive, strong but gentle, warm and refreshing.

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

Tehee :)

想

你:P

星期六的夜晚

总觉得这一切　我不知道如何是好了　　
爱上　一个人静静的发呆　　
在心里的一个角落　找了片空地

把自己最糟糕的心情埋葬
因为一字一句都太沉重了
有时我会想 　　若角色对调那该多好？　　

那样彼此才会更懂得珍惜彼此　　

我想找回来　却发现自己
无知，轻浮了

不难

心不難 事就不難

行動永遠比空談有用

動手做永遠比 空害怕有效
碰到困難時 別淚眼汪汪
勇敢站起來 動手做就是了

因為

征服困難 就是榮耀
克服逆境 才是喜悅
其實每個人都有潛力
都可以完成不可能的任務

大好人

有些人是众人眼里的大好人，对别人无微不至、对朋友有求必应，即便是对陌生人也慷慨相助，哪怕自己受苦受累受伤害也不对别人说“不”。美国一名心理学家认为，这种对他人太友善的无私性格是一种病态---“友善病”。

怎么办我好像不知不觉也成为了大好人
身边的人总是觉得我有求必应 而我也不敢拒绝他们说不
其实我心里确是有千万个不原意
不断取悦于人 不由自主地赞同对方 满足对方的要求
这样实在是太辛苦了
所以我再也不要挖苦自己了


因为 我只想为自己而活

Perfect dad , imperfect daughter

I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've lied. I've hidden the truth so many times. I've hurt people. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. Because that's what we do. That's what we've always done. We list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on, expecting everything to somehow change itself. Don't we?

Imperfect. That's what you can call me. After all I am me, and don't fit a certain category. I'm just a girl who lives life day by day and always manages to put a smile on my face. Even if that day I'm a complete mess. Sorry!

活在当下

想 想看，你这一生是怎么度过的：年轻的时候，你拼了命想挤进一流的大学；随后，你巴不得赶快毕业找一份好工作；接着，你迫不及待地结婚、生小孩，然后，你又 整天盼望小孩快点长大，好减轻你的负担；后来，小孩长大了，你又恨不得赶快退休；最后，你真的退休了，不过，你也老得几乎连路都走不动了……当你正想停下 来好好喘口气的时候，生命也快要结束了。 

其实，大多数人的写照都是酱吧？劳碌一生，时时刻刻为生命担忧，为未来做准备，一心一意计划着以后发生的事，却往往把眼光放在现在，等到时间一分一秒地溜过，才恍然大悟时不我予。

许多人喜欢预支明天的烦恼，想要早一步解决掉明天的烦恼。明天如果有烦恼，你今天是无法解决的，每一天都有每一天的人生功课要交。

一位作家曾说过：“当你存心去找快乐的时候，往往找不到，唯有让自己活在“现在”全神贯注于周围的人事物，快乐便会不请自来。”

或许人生的意义，也不过是嗅嗅身旁每一朵绚丽的花，享受一路走来的点点滴滴而已。

天渊之别

热恋的时候，男人抱着女人睡。

女人说：你抱得我太紧了，我快窒息了。

男人笑着说：喜欢抱着你，否则我睡不着。

当他们成为夫妻以后，

有一天女人投诉：你晚上睡觉都没抱着我，这和我—个人睡有什么分别？

男人说：抱在一起，大家都睡不好，难道你不觉得吗？

某天，男人会突然在闹市中把女人抱起，走长长的一段路。

女人笑说：你疯了吗？快把我放下来，让人看到不好。

男人说：怕什么？我喜欢抱着你。

若干年以后，女人在闹市中向男人撒娇：抱我!

 男人说：你疯了吗？

某天，女人跟男人说：抱我！男人乖乖弯腰，把女人抱上床。

若干年以后，女人跟男人说：抱我上床！

男人没好气地说：你脚断了吗？

某天，男人向女人许诺：即使你将来变成—个大肥婆，我也要天天抱你；

你变成老太婆，我也继续抱着你。

若干年之后，女人胖了，老了，要男人抱。

男人没好气地说：你想压死我吗？

My Beloved Ones

The wonderful night on 22th October.

They celebrate with me at The Gardens Fong Lye Restaurant.

And there's a surprise with the video below.

TOUCH.JOYFUL.MEMORABLE.

The most heart warming birthday celebration.

Thankyou for making my day so bright.

I had tears in my eyes ,

And I realized that....

You're the prefect friend that I found.

Thanks for all, I'm not alone.

Goodbye 19. And I'm officially 20 now! 

终于长大了！

Special video from them :)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=452311137487&ref=mf

Untitle

有些黑暗，只能自己穿越

有些痛苦，只能自己体验

有些孤独，只能自己品尝

但是 

穿过黑暗我们才能感受阳光的温度

走出痛苦我们才能企及成长的高度

告别孤独我们才能收获灵魂的深度

所以

不要再埋怨学业的繁重

工作的劳苦

责任的重大

因为真正的快乐

是挑战后的结果

没有经历深刻的痛苦

就体会不到酣畅淋漓的快乐

一字曰之记：屎

今天考完试回来

看见小弟他...

Me: Hey, what happened to you? You're so smelly!!

Bro: I'm sick >.< I shit on my pants at school.

And I call dad come and fetch me back from exam.

Me: Walao...Hahahhahhaahahhahaha

You damn FUNNY!

Bro: Woi, don't laugh lar, you no manners.

Me: Kkk, Then,ur friend got laugh at you ma?

Bro: Of course no larh.

Me: Har? Why? Their nose rosak ady?

Bro: Because i say i vomit on my pants ma =.=

LAUGH MY ASS OFF

坏车记

原本开心去赴约

谁知中途遇厄运

小红突然直喷黑烟

我就落车仔细看个究竟

点知什么都某发现

幸好贵人及时出现

替我解开眉头烦烟

身无分文真可怜

多谢老友出力又出钱

 经过此时真系清醒

就当破财挡灾之经历

之经历！

Don't

What you see is sometime never as it seems.

When you judge someone else, 

It doesn't define who they are,

It defines who you are. 

Don't ever judge me!

Rest In Peace

 There is nothing in life more painful than losing a loved one,
the love is there forever though,
we never really lose them only from the physical plane,
because where love exists there can be no loss.
I'll pray for you, Grandpa.

Get busy living or get busy dying?

I'm so tired!!

As busy as I claim to be, 

But I've still got the greatest job in the world.

Always remind myself with this phrase:

Most things make no difference. 

Being busy is a form of mental laziness

—lazy thinking and indiscriminate action.

So,
Work hard for life :(

Chaos

Me: (Calling..) Hello, daddy ah....is it my car key left at your car?

Dad: What?! How I know?I'm working at office right now.

Me: Err, you got check larh!

Dad: Haiyo!! Later I call back.

Me: Wait a minute, do the car got spare key ah?

Dad: Har?! You go and ask your mom, I didn't keep that.

Me: Oh >.<

Me: (Calling..) Mummy ah, where is the spare key of my car?

Mom: Erm, I didn't keep that. Y0u go and ask your dad.

Me: What?!! Dad said you keep that. 

=.=!!

人家说：

 摘不到的星星 总是最闪亮的

溜掉的小鱼 总是最美丽的

错过的电影 总是最好看的

失去的情人 总是最懂你的

对吗

Stressful

A headache is all in my head now.

Yeah, the life tempo is just running in accelerando.

And it's all about responsibility, pressure and stressful things. 

How beautiful it is to do nothing, and then to rest afterward?

  But I even have no time to stand and stare.

Holiday come faster please ! 

Beloved Dad

Has a bad bug gotten hold of you,
Making you feel queasy?
You’re energy’s low, you’re indisposed,
Being sick is not easy!Just take this opportunity
To recuperate and rest,
And when you return to us
You’ll be your very best!Please rest,
take good care of yourself.Get well soon.

Follow your heart

What is better?? A lie that draws a smile, 

or the truth that draws a tear? 

The only things in life we regret 

are the things we wish we would had said, 

but never had the guts to voice it out.

never leave your feelings untold 

because you'll never know 

when it could be too late.

Anti-despair

As we grow up, we learn that one person

wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably. 

You might have your heart broken probably more than once 

and it's harder every time. Sometimes, you'll break hearts too, 

So remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend. 

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. 

You'll cry because of every changes, 

And you'll eventually lose someone or something that you love. 

So please love like you've never been hurt 

because every sixty seconds you spend upset

is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Life is like...

a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up.

a hot bath. It feels good while you're in it, 
but the longer you stay in, the more wrinkled you get.

music. It must be composed by ear, feeling, and instinct, not by rule.


a roller coaster. You'll have twists and turns, ups and downs, 
but you'll never know the ride will end so enjoy it.


a nail. It always gets screwed.

a straw...because it sucks!

Perhaps

也许最后你会发现

就算两个人有多么地相爱

历经过多少的风雨

度过了多少个秋冬

不一定是要在一起才算得上是

最幸福和最开心的

你累了吗

我又困又倦了

出发咯

Hooray,现在很兴奋

我要往北方奔去了

哇哈哈

槟城，我来了！

我大概是闷疯了

其实整个假期都很无聊

找人出来又没空

人家找我又刚好有事忙

原来一个人最好

因为一个人的时候 

不用勉强自己去迎合别人

没有约束 没有牵挂

至于你 我觉得道歉已经没用了

既然大家现在都不能心平气和谈

那惟有等时间过吧

我不是不在乎我们的友谊

不是不珍惜你

希望你下次回来马来西亚时

我们可以像以前那样疯狂

对不起 贝

I treat you like gold but you treat me like grass

E

Something looks huge is then tiny sometimes

Everything is never as it seems

Just like you and me.

Miss Bean's HOLIDAY!!!!

 I've been wait for this soo loongg

But now I didn't know what can I do 

for the whole entire week

I just can't believe that im so freaking free

Was trying my best to make myself busy 

Yeah, I want to go backpack travel by my own

Without anyone 

But me and myself.

Afraid

Reading without reflecting is like eating without digesting.

Gosh, my esophagus is totally straight away to rectum

And without digestive tract!

Left ear in, Right ear out.

I'm so afraid.

A bunch of books and a blue pen day!

 

If you don't think every day is a good day, 

just try missing one.

So, 

Today is a great day.

Study HARD!

Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you’re around..

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Feel in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale!

做人难，难做人

去还是不去??

很烦啊啊啊啊...

I scream

Have been outing with friends for a few days, 

and its kinda tiring. 

I'm so tired at the moment. 

Because there's tons of assignments, 

piles of reports, presentation and FINALS! 

WTH..

Seriously, I hate to complain. 

But i think complaining is the only way that

i can get this stupid things off from my chest 

and shoo my madness away. 

Well, This is what i having now --> a hectic lifestyle! 

Hmm, its time for me to start studying from now onwards. 

No more chilling, outing and gethering please. 

Please don't come and invite me anymore. 

What i need to do now is just concentrate.

Urgh, life is always difficult but smile please :]

Smile please

Said the optimist

You are too grevious 

Pessimist does think that 

You are not depressed enough

But...

Life is neither perfect nor regret 

It is simply an ordeal

One must constantly 

repelling hopeless with belief 

to soothe loneliness with LOVE